As a child, I had a very emotional and tumultuous time growing up. My feelings were never validated. I was suppressed, I wasn't listened to, I was told I was bad, my feelings were wrong and that I was stupid, "don't sing, you're tone deaf" and laughed at! "You should be seen and not heard". You don't matter, you're a burden, and a whole host of other things which led me to become very within myself. That it's not safe to be me, this gave me deep scars that I carried with me for most of my life. I became a people pleaser and had no boundaries, because I was always trying to be who I thought I should be to survive, instead of who I actually am.
The truth is I was a really sensitive child, I could feel and sense other people's emotions and I could see who they really were! The masks they were wearing, and the words didn't match their energy. I was also very clairvoyant, I would just know things, I didn't know how I knew things, and I couldn't explain them. This ability got me into a lot of trouble one day. I told my gramma, "My mother doesn't like you, she thinks you're a Dragon". My mum didn't tell me this, I just knew that's how she felt, and as you can imagine my gramma did not receive this very well! And so the chaos ensued. I knew all kinds of things that I shouldn't of known and nothing made any sense to me because the feelings and knowings just didn't match to what i was being told. This led to so much overwhelm, that i turned my gifts off, pretending they weren't there and i tried to be the good little girl.
Fast forward to 2018, I was years into my healing journey and on the spiritual path back to self. I was deep in meditation, in a trance like state where there is no thought, just present awareness in my body, I was really relaxed when I felt a surge of hot energy flooded my body. I had goosebumps everywhere, I was tingling all over and the next minute I started speaking in tongues, in a language that I hadn't ever heard before and I definitely didn't understand. To say it shocked me was an understatement, what the heck! I thought I had lost the plot, ha ha. But I also felt so good after my voice was free to express whatever it was.
After Paula did some research ( shes's like "Miss Marple" nothing gets passed her) she said, it was Light Language. A form of channelling higher dimensional frequencies. This started to happen on a regular basis and each time I allowed it to flow through me I always felt better afterwards. It was very healing to me and eventually it grew into humming, chanting, singing the vibration and frequency of my own voice and the freedom of expression was having profound effects on my mental and emotional bodies.
You see, your voice is attuned to your unique frequency and can be used as a really powerful tool to aid in your healing journey. Everything is energy and it has frequency and vibration, just like holding two tuning forks next to each other. If you strike one, the other one will start to vibrate and match the frequency of the other in resonance. I have found this analogy is similar to how your voice can soothe your body.
After lots of encouragement from Paula, I was brave enough to start using my voice as one of the tools to help our clients on their healing journey. You don't have to believe me but why not give it a go next time you have feelings of uncomfortable emotions Take yourself off to a nice quiet space where can't be disturbed, make sounds, it doesn't matter what it sounds like, whether it's a deep primal rage or high pitched squeal. Allow the energy to flow without restrictions and see what happens to you. You might just be surprised. Unleash your inner goddess, I dare you!
Much love,
Claire.
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